mY lyFE

2009-08-26T21:50:00.003+08:00

lyfe has nvr been easy.if it is it was nvr call lyfe
to face wif counter problems to deal wif it was nvr easy tho.
its hard.real hard to be in tiz situation...
wanna rn frm it..it kept cumin.
wanna face it, the ans will nvr be rite.
wat shld i do then??sit down n kip quiet??
sick n tired tho.but wat to do..ur dad..n ur always hav the rite
well i?i jz sit n listen to ol ur tokin tho im nt wrg..

its not tt i wanted to stay out late n come hm only wen the clock strike 12
but i dun feel easy stayin at hm..its really not rite.wen we do even tok..
so wats the point.i stay out cz i dun wish to create any anger b/w us
but u jz simply dun undstd..i myself dun undstd wat u want frm me?
i listen to u follow wat u instruct .but still im wrg
wats the pt rite??jz gimme sumtyme to be by myself, will u dad??

oh ya ..we r merely jz frens aite..
do tink to much.it wont happen..
stop tinkin such ways..im not lyke tt.n it will not happen
aite

down wif sickness ..2 days MC.
i tink i goin werk tmr.pointless sittin at hm.
nutin to do eventually.BORING is the best werd

khai n me hav cum out wif a new pastyme
CAR/MOTOR WASH.hahah
gd ting to do wen ur bored..hahaha

im off..perhaps be bck wen i hav sumthg to blog..
meanwhile takecare ppl..
happy fasting tooo..

2009-08-23T17:27:00.002+08:00

thank god.ysterdae reached hm safely.was afraid tt sumthg might happen.
jz wash bike.it strted to rain again.
met wif werkmate n head dwn to harbour frn den to holland v
chilled at coffee club..wanted to head hm early but rain non stop.
at 1am wen the rain stop den head hm.send werkmate hm 1st den im off
in the middle of riding.gosh the rain pour heavily!.
damn was damn scared...heavy till i can barely see anthg
aku gamble seh ridin smpai wdls..
nasib slmt smpai.

down wif fever seh.hate it .kpale berat gilerr nye!
woke up at 130pm do ol my stuffs.den here i am on the net
BORING SEH!!!!feel lyke goin out seh
but to bad im sick n if i go out mama will make noise..
ish3

2009-08-22T13:09:00.002+08:00

hey ppl im back.yess..currently usin bro lappy.
well.been vry bz lately til i hv no tyme fer myself
routine bck as nrmal.werk hm hm werk..
tts it.hardly gt tyme to pamper myself wif leisure.
wat to do i need cash to pay fer my bike.
if i din werk i be rotting at hm fer 2mths.sape yg nk byr duit mtr?
oh ya sch wil only open on 12 oct..so long
miss sch.

wassup wif lyfe??hmm..been practically ok
sch stuff done.no worries..
wel i miss those days...yeah.
i miss him..i miss the tyme we use to sit n chat
i miss the tyme we use to msg.i miss those hugs that we xchange.
i dun blame u.im ought to b blame to...hope his doin great thr..

nw den i realise.ive open up my eyes n see fer myself
whuse reliable whuse not.i cn c it fer myself.
mayb it too late to realise..but thank god tt it yet to go far.
thx i shld sae fer makin the situation lyke tiz.mayb tts the endin
it ok i dun blame nor i sighed over it.i knw tt every lil ting tt happen in tiz wrld,
hav a blessin behind it.

to bestie be strg aite..ni smue dugaan.mcm mama ckp, ade hikmah lag2 bln ramadhan
we will olway stand behind u..u cn rely on us dear..

SELAMAT BERPUASE SMUE!

2009-08-16T02:43:00.002+08:00

argh!!i feel lyke dying..
report been hunting me since attachment end.
i bet i cnt meet wif the dateline..but i hav no choice but to fucking submit it by tues if not
im dead!there goes my grade..shit!

i guess i miss werk place.dunnoe y..it jz tt sumh or rather i miss werkmates.hahah
last wed i did actual drop by to meet them. it was unplanned. was on bike wen glynis msg askin if im cumin dwn or nt.since im near e area decided to drop by. only few days left werk,oredy hv changes. n jz a few days left the place, the folder is oredy is oredy piling.since they dun let me go back tt fast,decided to help them to close the folder. afterwich head to ubi to pay bike instalment den to bibik crib to do my reprt.
for past few days been accompanying werkmate fer dinner.alot of ting we share be it personal or work related.
n yeah btw i will be werkin with MKS durin my olidae..atleast ade jgk duit msok.hahaha

maybe i finaly knw whu i actually cn depend on wen im in need of sumone to talk to..thx ppl

to my bestie..congrats on ur marriage.may u bless with happines with ur love one.gonna miss the fun.hahah.,hw tyme pass to fast.no worries rabia will always be here..rite bella??hehehe
congrats dear bestie

2009-08-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

im used to wake up in the mrng jz to get ready fer werk
n tts wat i did earlier jz nw..
dgn penuh semgt nye aku bgn,skali aru igt yg attachment dabes
haiya..trs tdo alik.hehehe

seriously it feel so diff nw
usually i'l be rushing to werk but nw no more
was msn-ing wif werkmate,askin me to come bck
ya lar.wat werkmate sae its true.i oso miss ppl thr oredy
the bond is close till u cn feel diff
feel tt part of urself is missing

nw.bz wif sch stuff..
god!

2009-08-08T17:11:00.002+08:00

yesterdae marks the end of attachement
n tt mean im free!wooohhoo!!!
but2 reprt n presentation is hunting me out
shit!havent strt on a single ting yet.

early mrng of 2 werk quite early,bought mac fer werkmates,
da mcm rider..bgs..
do all the neccessary tings fer dem.help out as much as i cn
till din realise tt its almost 6.
wen the clock strike 6.i set dwn tinkin bck on hw it strted at 1st
as manager to sign my logbk..n print out the necessary ting..
i stood up n past ann the card n choc to her.she was so xcited tt she go ard helpin me to
distribute the chocs to the rest n informin dem its my last dae.
the sweetest ting is she put the card on her table panel so tt ppl cn see..
aww..make my heart sink.
before manager went off,he ask fer my num n ask to study hard,
den ann oso went off,she left me wif a gd piece of advise.thx ann.ur great!
n as fer jackie,since the clock strike 6 he goes"rabia,r u leavin oready"
he will kip sayin tt even wen i want to go to the loo.
den i thank him fer eveythg,xchange msn add..n he sae kip in touch
amy is on mc.but managed to tok to her ovr the fon.
she sad sory fer not bein thr n bid gdbye on my last dae.its ok.jz takecare of ur health k?
the moment i step out of the werkplace,i jz wanted it not to end tt fastt..
ppl at mks n a&t haulier n nt 4geting alpha,hav been a great ppl n been a great werkmate.
head of to great wrld wif glynis,cz she nid to get sumthg.afterwich had dinner at kenny rogers
thx fer ur treat,n the dinner tiz past wk..n thx fer the portable GPRS ya.hehehe
gonna miss goin 2 werk early mrng,the pakcik2,the mrng coffee,lunch,filing,operation tingy,despatch werk,sweets,bubble tea,n ,most importantly THE FUN N LAUGHTER WE ALL HAD.as glynis said "later on tue we call ur name ur nt there,no more hearin the laughter frm u n ann.n 2dae my last dinner wif u,later no one send me hm".sad seh upon hearin it.

TO EVERYONE IN MKS THANK YOU FER THE GUIDANCE N TEACHING U PPL POURED TO ME N SHARED WIF ME ALL ALONG.THX FER THE CONCERN N CARIN U PPL SHOWERED.N LASTLY THANK YOU FER EVRYTHG.SEE U PPL SOON!

2009-08-05T02:17:00.001+08:00

its been quite sumtymes since i update tiz blog
yeah i knw..it turn rusty n collected lots lots of dust,
but wat to..still havent get a new pc.

come to realise attachment gonna end soon.left only wif few days
b4 i call it over.wats the feelings??excited??eager?sad?all mixed into
1 bowl..kind of sad to leave the place as its been 4mths i strted havin my
attachment at the company.started off lyke a stranger whom wil approach on werk related.
bloom slowly till we cn cmmunicate..n grow to become close till we cn laugh 2gther n share tings 2gthr.company been offerin to cntinue werkin as a part tyme wif dem durin the olidae.yet to come up wif a decision.
haiya..half hearted 2 leave the company,seriously.
since i hardly get to use the come.let me share my appreciation to MKS Logistics specially to the ppl :Glynis-thx fer the guidance n knowledge u tot me since the day i step into the company.u tot me alot abt logistics.Ann-thx fer makin my dae a great day.no matter hw bz we r,u nvr fail to make me laugh n smile fer the day n thx fer the kopi early in mrng n those craps n nonsense u tot me.Jackie-yo man."u'r the best".wil surely 2 rmbr tt line.thx fer the guidance n the trust u gav to me.u'r the best master(inside story)i ever got.Amy:dun be stress ok.be strg aite..dun 4get to call ur julian.ahaa.Jerry:thx incharge,u been motivatin n teach me the true colors of werking lyfe..Overall i wanna thx u ppl fer makin my attachment a meaninful n memorable one tho at tymes tings go haywire.will nvr 4gt the gd deeds n the learning i gain frm u ppl..n to the rest of werkmates its fun knwin u ppl..

i jz dunno wat actually went wrg,i knw sumhw or rather evrythg is not wat i xpected it
to be,its jz not my tyme.haiz.tings r so awkward in any means.i dun see a nid in "F" wen simply ignore the meanin behind it.tings strted to change slowly within the parties.tho im not blamin but sumhw or rather i feel so sad.y muz tings go wif the way we dun wan it to be,y cnt tings go wif the way we want..lyfe2.so close yet so far.tts the best phrase.1 moment u knw u cn rely on a party another moment u knw tt its gone.after 1 the other we come popping.cn tiz agenda end fast.im nt tt strg to face it.seriously.

thousands apologies to whom it may concern.sumtymes tings r nt wat we wanted it to be.
humans cn only plan but god decide.im jz a normal human being whum cnt away frm reality.
i knw u nid ur tyme so do i..nevetheless i will be waitin patiently fer u to settle tings out b/w us.n i hope we cn settle it maturely.trust me i will nvr giv up till i heard the ans n solutions wif my own hear n came out frm ur mouth.again im sorry..

thx sumone.u been thr to cheer my day n to put a smile on my face,
tho im facin wif lots of unwanted outcomes,u nvr fail to make me stand back on my feet.u been the pillar.u tot me lot.thx alot..

2009-07-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

oryte.i knw been days or perhaps wks last update
only to catch dust..no tyme to update.
plus comp breakdwn again.lyke wtf!
only end of the month den get a new cpu.
itu pn lau parents nk beli kn

soo.wassup wif lyfe?
basicaly cnt wait for attachment to end.
dae by dae countin the days..
tings at werk been ok.pretty much betta not cz of the work.but the peeps
workwise?haiya.dun wish to elaborate.
im left wif estimate 2wks before i call it a day!yessar!!

been up wif random plans lately
go yishuh dam la,changi beach la,changi village la
.chilled n enjoy the breeze.
tyme break katekn..chet tkdla!
anyone got any idea whr is the best place to go?
any gt mkn placeS?any gd place to chill
update me ya
cz ive been up to random plans lately.
n nw i got NO plan.
haiya!

aite ppl
late nite oreadyy.
wanna doze of

oh ya happy bdae werkmate!

2009-07-05T03:17:00.003+08:00

had an enjoyin dae ystrdae..
supposedly sent mum to clinic but woke up late..sory ye mama
cnt blame me oso la..cz i got hm @ 12 the prev dae.njoy abis..
oryte lyke atlast went vicom to inspec iu unit.n atlast cn use!
den wen to chil at changi,head off to bugis den pasir ris,
wat a journey seh,
n thx guys fer helpin me out wif my bike..
menyikse abis kn mtr aku.ahhhaa!
da sempurne mtr aku..ahhahaha...

to sumone..im sorry to come up wif tt dcision.
i knw u nvr tot tt i wud come up wif such dcision.but i guess its for our own gd aftrall..
dun blame othr party..cz there's no 3rd party..
to me tts the best wae.i knw the truth hurt.but i rather it hurt nw den later.
u might ask me y after year of waitin i wanna put an end to it.
but to me is simple,the ans lies within urself.
i shld sae im disapointed wif u.lots of tyme u plan to mit but it will nvr be afterall.
tot u change aftr sum years.but u still the same old u.
wen i dcide to stop evrthg.u put the blame on me as if i at fault
i wont 4gt tiz phrase "u da tkle tgu i ke??u da ad org laen kn"
me not waitin fer u??hey lyke hello..3 yrs dude..3 bloody yrs i waited .
yet u sae i cnt 4 u??WTH!
im sorry for the dcision i made.i cnt lie to myself nor i wanna lie to u anymore.
no more space fer u in my heart..so sorry.
u been a nice person all year long.but faith does nt side us..lets move on
i lead my own lyfe.u lead urs..
i nid my own space.im happy wif the way i am nw..
thx fer the memories..appreciate it much.
thx fer the guidance n patience..thx fer evrthg.
my dear alfam shah.change fer the better..hopefully.
takecare always....

attachment plz end sooon.its totally mundane at werk.
urgh!cnt tolerate it seeh..........mendak gile babs nye

2009-07-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!im back!!
haahaha..lyke atlast kn??
lets jz see wat happened for the past days..
hmm..

basically evrythg is ok.nthg special..
bike??ok...
cpu??ok...
luckily..no nid to worry tt much.

werk??
werk been ok.
left wif few more wks before i call it OVER!
jz cnt wait fer the dae..wee..gonna enjoy it to the MAX!

been out durin wkends...
sat went to tamp 1 wif amjad..member shoppin seakan!!
den head to pasir ris.jz to chil...
late nite wen to eat durian wif wrkmate..jz a random plan since the plan to catch movie cncelled
sun window shop at bugis..see..after so long din pamper myself wif leisure.haiya!

hmm..
workmate on 2 wks leave.tt mean i cn go bck on tyme..
no OT!.ahahahha..
ari2 aku nk kene come up wif reason so le alik cpt.
any idea on wat reason so i giv nxT??
mcm tk baik gitu kn..wrkmate ade aku ot..wrkmate tkde aku tk ot.
tp kn..g MAMPOS!
aku pn nk abis attachment

uh!!crious tokin nye..
aku nk tgk TRANSFORMER LA!!

2009-06-21T18:05:00.003+08:00

curerntly at macdonald

jz chillin n lepakin

gosh.duno hw long mr wave has to stay in the carpark

guess wat,.tayar bocor!!

motor tkle gerak until i change the tyre!

thx to encik paku!sgh tk perlu ko tersumbat kt tyre aku.

so hav to go to werk via bus n train again.

as per last tyme

haiya nid to adjust the tymin oready

muz get ready by 715.

if not late fer werk..

haiyo..wait till baba got his pay.den cn settle the probs lingerin

by den cpu will be back

n evrythg cn be as per normal

hmm..

outta words.

gtg

2009-06-20T01:02:00.002+08:00

oh god

bruises all over.

nearly caught into one..

thank god!

2009-06-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

since zima gf ask to upload pix of my bike
here let me introduce u to my baby boyfrend
his name is mr wave..
his my companion.ahhahaha
so meet my new wonderful mr wave.
ahahaha

zima im sure to mit u n ride u ard.
no worries
i miss my gfs!

2009-06-17T03:11:00.002+08:00

at tymes, situation cn be very difficult & at tymes situation cn be easy
its all abt TIME..
lyfes cn be full of ups n full of downs..
every1 will face the situation dependin on hw fast or hw slow it could be
wonderin y in the world am i typin tiz out?
cz tts wat lyfe means to me.

had a talk wif shaz earlier on..share the situations tt we both facin
initially was to go downtown cz shaz wanted 2 fetch his mum frm werk
but we still had alot of tyme,decided to hit to pasir ris park & sit by the water breaker
sure a nice place 2 chill n clear ur minds

wassup wif lyfe?
lyfe been ok.nutin much happen
jz tt i finally gt my bike.yeah the long awaited had finally arrived.
werk wise??evrythg as per normal
travelled alot 2dae.
early in the mrnin make our way 2 werk,wich we had some tyme 2 spare.
so wen to mount faber 4 sight seein
den after werk.wich inially end late.send workmate back at clementi
den head off 2 wdls 2 mit bestie n shaz
after wich head down to pasir ris n lastly tamp
tot of ridin back home,but i kind of lazy,so here i am sleepin at cuzz crib

still tinkin whether want 2 go werk or nt
cz i dun feel easy,pain all ovr my body
had a shockin xperience.no nid to mention.

as always u wil be lyke the phrase wich goes "now u see me now u dun"
wats the reason nw dear ex-boyfie??if u wanna sae n.s is stopin u all these while
den wats nxt wen u oready had ur O.R.D?
so much of wantin 2 settle down evrythg after ur O.R.D.
goodness sake plz make up ur mind..

i wont be online so often
cz my comp brokedwn n yet to repair
hmm.so u ppl wun see me online often lyke before
only if tyme n situation permit, den i online
anythg jz beep me thru my hp ya..
takecare ppl..hav plenty of rest over wkends
enjoy urselves!

*what i nid is jz abit of human sense.if i cn y cnt u*

2009-06-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

hey hello..
ppl2 i hav annoucement to make
my comp spoilt!yes again!!
thx to mr virus..hahaha..
soo..wait till i get my comp.aite2
so wont be updating my blog...

kk..
waiting for my dear mr wave to be ready
den i go round the whole sg
ahahah

erm,.
im outta werk
see ya wen i see ya

2009-06-03T00:07:00.004+08:00

im bloggin...yes i am..hahaha

PART 1
last sun,wen out wif cuzz..
it was superb fun...itz jz us the cuzzins.
our parents??u wanna knw whr they go??
they went to watch sweet charity cnsert.happeningkn drg
so us went to watch movie,eat n chilled at town..
was a fun one 1 shld sae.we were laughin our ass out all night long
pity big bro cnt join us.his in camp..alar!
MONSTER VS ALIEN is a nice show..go catch it at ur nearest cinema!haha

PART 2
cuzzin will be goin ns tiz fri.
hw tymes fly n most of the big cuzz enterin ns.1 finishin soon
gonna miss cuzz.no more teman ketawe.cnfirm dpt jp only on wkend.
tu pn lau book-out.
to cuzz enjoy ur last days fully,n dun 4get to enjoy urself wen u in ns
sure to hav a gd tyme dere..cpt2 kurus k??hhee
beep lau da book-out so le mit up..n sae bye2 to ur long hair..hahaha

PART 3
tiz part is very irritatin part.
i almost got mad.luckily i cntrl my anger.if not.i duno wat gonna happen
hmm.hw do i strt..
the situation goes lyke tiz.workmate was pissed of by the workload.i dun deny it
evrthg was under cntrl.till the part whr workmate bang the fon.n strt banging the tings infrnt of her.seeing the situation.i jz kept quiet so do the rest.
the moment she asked to help her out in keyin the flight details.i went blank.
dlm otak pikir ane la aku tau kt ane nk key.although i knw its not the best tyme to us
i put up my courage n asked cz i dunwan to do any mistake n tt wil definely add on to her pissed
so i asked..1st attempt.failed.no respon.
so i kept quiet.den i asked again after i realy cnt find the ans
i was shocked+pissed off by the ans den..
u knw hw workmate reply "RABIA DUN TALK TO ME 1ST.I CNT TAKE IT" in such a tone.
i goes blank.wat i do was simple,jz nodded my head n went back to my place
i was wnderin y muz she reply in tt kind of manner wen i asked her nicely.
i sit n kept quiet,tryin to cool myself out .since she gav me tt kind of ans.i put her work aside n
do sumthg else.msn-ed wif ika..naseb aku sbar k.lau tk le gdo tau
only ppl whu knw me well knw hw bad i cn get wen im angry
to me if u r angry or pissed wif sumthg or sum1.dun venge ur anger to others la.especially to
innocent ppl whu knws nthg.
being me..i asked her if she wanted the newspaper.n asked her if she okay.
luckily u sae sorry.sejok sikit ati aku.
haizz..jz hav to cntrl it ..left wif few mths...
totally2 pissed..spoilt my dae.
luckily tiz is attachment..if not..haiya!

fuh.i cnt believe i cn cntrl my anger.nhhaha
syabas.bravo rabia.
lyke atlast rabia cn cntrl her anger.
wee
tirin dae..
i wanna get a nice sleep
gdnite readers!

2009-06-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

THOUSAND APOLOGIES BESTIE..

SORY FOR NOT ATTENDING..

TYME DUN PERMIT..

REALY2 SORY..MAAF YE?

NXT TYME I MEET U UP K..

SORY2.........

2009-05-30T02:07:00.002+08:00

lately the weather is unpredictable

a moment u will feel cold,a moment ltr u'll feel warm or i shuld sae humid!

n it really suck wen u feel the humid,coz it makes u uncomfortable.

lyke i sae another wk of weeking.n i gues tiz wk aint tt fun compared to prev.

whu cares..urgh!havent gotta my pay yet!lyke wth!!

bikin darah aku up je.

so no much plan fer wkends.jz to do some survey n mayb meet cuzzins on sun

parents will be goin to "SWEET CHARITY" concert wif uncle n auntie.

enjoy kape drg.

n.i gt 1 prob.my ezlink crd spoilt!damn it!

im usin adult fare.cnt enjoy tt much.shit!im use to concession

ahhhh!tidaaaaaaaaaaakkkk!

everythg b/w me n exbf begins to settle down.

lyke atlast we cn tok w/o hurting eachother feelings.

isnt it great?i still keep ur msg n i hope tt u prove me sumthg out of it.

after few mths of postponed.lyke at last i met bella..

yipeedeeedaaa.ahaha..lyke always chilled under her blk

hope tings r ok gf.i luv u!

and to my 3 adorable gfs..wen is our meet-up???

i wanna huhugaga wif u all..

soon plzzz....

2009-05-25T01:15:00.002+08:00

THERE GOES MY WKENDS

ANOTHER WK OF WERKINNGGG...

2009-05-24T01:17:00.003+08:00

i always encounter tiz situation whr i wanted to blog.but wen i sign-in.
evrythg tt i wanted to blog jz erased away frm my brain
ayoooo..so terok!

overall i enjoyed tiz whole wk..
werk place is fine..tq ppl for makin it lively
i cn tell u tt evry1 is happy fer the entire wk
arron wil always goes lyke tiz "rabia.u ok or not?"
n amy is sick n tired of ppl calling her .till she said "rabia nxt tyme wen u ans the kol u sae tt our cmpany is close".see werkmates tired of cust kept callin dem..
n i will sit n laugh at their reaction.they hav alot to settle seh
lucky fer me i handle to one cust only..fuh!

wen to survey bikes prices..
atleast i knw wats the range.
ive yet to dcide wat bike t0 buy.hopefully to get 1 by nxt mth..
insurance price has been raised.pathetic or wat!
wen to diff places.but 1 really caught my attention
the shop at ubi..hmm..tinkin of it..think rabia think
1 more trip to other bike shops.n den i will conclude.

tings aint goin pretty well wif u i guess.
u asked me.bt sorry ive yet to come out wif an ans
sorry not the tyme..
hw many more must i turn down..till i really forget abt u dear ex-bf??
i dunno hw true ur msg cn be..i wont forget those dayss...

2009-05-21T01:55:00.002+08:00

i came t0 realise tt its been sum tymes i catch a movie
good movies r cumimg..ish..i cnt miss it seh!
soo..whu wanna accompany me watch the upcuming movies??
any taker?
werk had been ok fer me..
so far so gd
but nvrtheless i wanna end tiz attachment soon
cum to realise again its been a mth!
thx razin fer the reminder
i was far asleep.but i was awake by my cough.
n nw cnt sleep...argh tidakk..tk mungkinnnn
ala sok keje..mcm tknk g je..
tp tkle kene dpt gaji gak.

kla org tu da bising2 pt telinge aku
die ckp "ni view blog org ke tgh msn"
kk i get goin nw
carlo bete..

2009-05-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

hello2...hw r u ppl??

hahaha..ok2..straight to the point

tiz wk..its not so lethargic for me

cz im not too tired

reason being is.........

i jz dunwan to let my lazyness 2 cntrl me,

wait2.ape aku ckp ni???

ignore2

these few days .been enjoyin my nite

tokin to 'sumone'.full wif laughter,teased n jokes

thx 'someone' fer accompanying my nite..

appreciate it alot.

gonna survey price for bikes..

im gonna get 1 soon..

cnt wait cnt wait..

2009-05-17T02:21:00.003+08:00

its been days we been arguing over the fons or msgs
n its been days since we had a proper talk.
wen i waited for his kol,he didnt kol
but wen i was far asleep,i rceived couples of miss kols n msgs.
i dunno wat went wrg between us
but i guess tt we r both tired.tts y we'v been givin each other cold shoulder

n i would lyke to apolgised to u if i insisted on puttin down the fon
i was engaged wif sumthg,sorry someone.
i dun blame u if u didnt reply to my msg.cz i knw u dissapointed in my attitude

i miss sch la.serious tokin.hw envy i am to see ppl goin to sch,
sure dey had a nice tyme wif their mates..oh for heaven sake..tyme plzz pass VERY fast.plzzz..
if u ppl were to be in werkin lyfe.u will hav said tiz "i prefer schling den werking"
so ppl enjoy urselves well b4 u enter to a werkin lyfe.cz wen u strt werkin u realise the tyme for u to enjoy is limited.works wil be piling ,datelines here to meet.etc.ive seen it n im goin thru it
n wat i cn sae it was nvr easy..

melalut lak aku ni.was tokin wif ex-bf ysterdae.n we were laughin to the old times wen we use to be 2thgr.its kind of funny cz we were in those "puppy luv".its gd to rmbr the past wif the persn whu is nt heartles.right di??hahah =)

hmmm...my blog been dead.but nvm.let it be..i jz wanna make full use of it
ppl want t0 read den read,if dnt want den its ok kn..hahah

kla..nites ppl.
see u ard..

2009-05-13T01:47:00.003+08:00

oh gosh.
i was hopin tt e attachment will end fast
since the day attchment strt,i had to revised my schedule
i nid to go to werk frm 9am till 6pm evry single day
its totally MUNDANE!
i didnt sae i dun enjoy my attchment.i did
jz tt i miss my ENTERTAINMENT alot!
i dun even hav tyme fer myself...cz i wil be totally shagged by wkends
gosh.miss my tv shows,miss my sch,miss my classmates
n most importantly miss my GFS!
endure rabia endure.u cn do it..
few more mths

im collectin it n im up to it soon..
jyeahh..to the world i present u..patiently waitin
wait till the tyme come
patient is virtue

guess there no nid fer to to reminisce the past
but i did miss it alot
those tyme
so much fun so little tyme
im happy fer u

2009-05-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

firstly i wanna wish all mum in the world
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
special to my beloved mum
i luv u soo much

wat happen 2daE?
cuzzins n my sibs plan to do a suprise bdae
although theres a bit of cock-up
but it turn out well
bravo!

MOTHERS DAE CAKE

TWO WONDERFUL MOTHER

THE DADDY N THEIR WIFE

ALALAL..SWEETNYE BABA AKU.

OBEK SANI'S TURN

STEAMBOAT.YUMMY!

LETSSS COOOOOKK..

WEN WE GOT NTHG TO DO

TIZ IS WAT HAPPEN

YEAHH INI KAMI BERGANDING

SENYUM SMUE TOK CAMERA

ALBUM COVER.JGN LUPE DPTKN DI

PASARAN

alamak

sok keje la..

2009-05-06T22:11:00.004+08:00

lyke atlast i decided to txt u telling u my decision
since u cnt make up ur mind.
u sae u respect my decision but i knw the typical u
u will not meant wat u sae.
n i guess so
u kol me jz to let me hear ur tears?
ur crocodile tears i guess
i hate it la.u jz makin me feel annoyed
sory i dun mean to hang up e fon in tt manner
but im jz disgusted by ur action

u asked me wats my feeling 4 u
to tell the truth im not sure either
i cnt sae i luv u nor i cnt sae i hate u
its a mix feeling.
dun blame me.cz u e one whu put me at tiz state
im taking my tyme to heal.n take my own sweet tyme to deal wif boy
let u feel wat i felt ol tiz while

my days r very hectic
oh gosh.i prefer schling sey
atleast wen im schling i jz cn skip wen i feel lyke skipping class
but as fer work.no man i cnt
gosh!faster end tiz attachment.
im to lazy to crack my head.n to lazy to be in tiz mundane schedule
hahah

2009-05-04T22:28:00.006+08:00

i miss this chap so much

the tyme we went out to shop.eat.study.
nvr expect to hear sumthg bad abt u
hope u havin a gd tyme in there.
pray hard tt it will turn u to a betta person.n open ur eyes wide.
takacare wen u in there dear bro.

i knw tings aint workout b/w us.

but i hope ur jz brave enough to come out frm ur hiding place

n xplain evrythg to me..frm a-z

be brave.only truth will stop evrythg or strt sumthg new.

hopin to meet u up real soon to settle tings tt been lingering fer few yrs.

thankiu

i wont be updatin tt much

bz wif attchment

but i try my best to update a few entry in a wk

try hor.

gettin it soon

2009-05-03T02:35:00.003+08:00

oh no tidak!
im down wif cough.
urgh..
susah wo gini..

well.im enjoyin my labour day.
went to my aunt crib at jb
family gathering cum family bbq
yeah..tts my family..we try to do an event wen it comes to olidae.
bbq wil be our activity,
as usually..enjoyed it..the food the drinks,n the FAMILY..

kesian die.
sorry

2009-04-28T23:08:00.004+08:00

i wanna fly lyke a byrd

flying so high flying so far

w/o thinking the probs tt linger in my mind

but i knw tiz is reality n i nid to face it

watever challengers tt will come ahead of me

i nid to strong.yes i nid to be strong

i have to accept tt i nid to go thru all this obstacles

ppl might not undstd me

but tiz is me..accept me fer whu i am

i cnt force ppl to accept me..but i wont let ppl change whu i am

i tink keeping quiet is the best solution

some ppl r jz too hypocrite.too egoistic

but i dun mind as long as ur happy den its up to u

but jz bear in ur mind ,i might tolerate ur nonsense

but be assure u wil get nthg frm ur behaviour.

i want to mit my wonderful gfs

cz i wanna laugh n joke ard lyke we always do

they r my source of laughter they r my strength

they r my evrythg.thx gfs for the motivation words

2009-04-26T20:30:00.003+08:00

if only i open my eyes n see the situation

if only i nvr folo wat my heart

if only i folo my brain..

tiz ting wudnt happen

i guess i did the biggest mistake ever

its all bcoz of U!

i bcome soo inhuman

n soo hot-tempered..

i guess i shld jz move on

or perhaps play the game wif u

see hw far u cn go..

test my patience again

n u wil knw the consequences

i guess its enough.no more givin in

i take my step back..

i will play the game till u raise ur 2 hand n surrender

game on dude!

i really regret wat happen ystsrdae..

if only i cud turn the tyme back.

i will not fo tthe mistake..

but evrythg had happened..i cud only regret n learn frm it

to whomever it consence..im sorry..

i knw im not being me.

im sorry ,situation make me do tizz.

sory sory n really sory..

2009-04-24T21:36:00.004+08:00

wat the fuck!
y the hell askin me..if u gonna ask the other person too..
wth..u always make me angry dont u knw tt
in the 1st place its only us..den u drag other ppl along
thx but No THX la eh..
bullshit reasons u gave me..
jz go la wif the other party..
u NUTS!
ive been wantin n waitin for it..
but u simply spoilt it.
could u stop being such an asshole for once.
argh!damn u...

mcmne ko uat kt aku pn.aku ttp tgu
mcm bodo kn aku..
if only ko tau seh..
ke ko mmg uat2 tktau..
siak ar..prangai ko kn..
ish...ko tau tk ko leave a great impact on aku..
mcm toot kn...sbb ko smue tk jd.smue tk kene
tu pn aku ttp tgu..
aargghhhh...

2009-04-20T02:32:00.003+08:00

bercinte??
to be in luv??
hahaha

ntah eh.
after sometymes bein single
it feel soo weird wen sum1 actually
sae "i like u"
hahah..
feel lyke laughing my ass out
addition to it.
sum1 wanna be wif u.
hahaah

kk
im bein mean here.
its not tt i dunwan
it jz tt im not ready
wats the use of acceptin sum1 in ur lyfe
but u dun hav a single feelin fer him
im sorry aite sum1
im not readyy....
i dun wanna hurt anybody
=)

2009-04-19T01:40:00.003+08:00

sumtymes i jz dun undstd ppl's attitude.
at a moment they cn be so nice to u
n at a moment they cn be SUCK to u.

wonderin wats their motive?
r they bein gd wen they r in trouble or bored??
n wen they tink evrythg is back to normal.
they jz dumped u.FUCK rite tiz kind of ppl!

went to watch 17again wif sibs.
den head off to mall to window shop
bro n me got ourselves tings.

im havin a stomach ache..
really hate it.countless tyme i went in n out of the loo..
argh!it strikes again
kk..im off to the loo again...
tc!

2009-04-18T00:55:00.005+08:00

lyke i sae on the prev post.i missed lots of ppl
n on17042009(fri),i met my 3 lovely gfs..
after a mth didnt meet.we managed to plan n settle for a catch-up
fun fun fun i shld sae..full of jokes n laughters.
this is who we r..the crazy bunch of gerls..haha
sorry zima for teasin u.hahahha
here's some of the pics ..k go

this is us:rabia,syahirah,zima,shasha

sha n me

syerah n zima

zima was complanin abt me using the fon.ahaha

me n zima.after i hang up the fon for u gerl.ahahah

shasha n syerah..i asked syerah to do some face she give me tiz.^_^

syerah n me.senyum je

my 3 lovely gfs

shasha n zima

plan fer another outin ye??

wee..tk sabar tk sabar..

went vivo wif kam.

to find the bustop tt take us to our werk place

luckily kte g tgk eh..lau tk terkial2 seh

ahaah

had pizza hut.ni mcm dinner la..

ahhaha

den off to window shop.

wich kam was stuck in forever21 fer sooo long..

sabar je aku

ahaah

den chill-ed,had ben n jerry den mrt-ed dwn to adm.

tirin dae..

but fun wif u ppl ard!

thankiu !

yet to mit bestie..

gotta do it real soon..b4 we strted to be bz

2009-04-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

im enjoyin evry bit of my tyme left.
before the hols end..im gonna make full use of it
cz..wen attchment strt,.sure exhausted n shagged.
i'l be werkin frm mon-fri frm 9an-6pm
tiring rite??if the journey frm hm to werk is near.nvm..
but the journey is FAR!
but wat to do.part of sch module mah..
den after attachment olidae againn..
see..hw long i nvr step my feets to sch.
see u soon ITE SIMEI!ahaha..

im missing lots n lots of ppl.

bestie
gfs
schmates
cuzzins
n lots moree

hope to meet wif them real soon.oryte ppl?

currently on the fon wif mr.j

nice tokin wif u.

full if laughter n jokes

u make my day..

tankiu vry much!

cn anyone tell me wat cn i do to make me sleep

coz im havin problem wif sleepin

i will tend to slip at 3/4am n only woke up 12/1pm the nxt mrng

terokkn

hav to change my attitude b4 attchment strt,.

pray hard...

2009-04-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

what does it takes to be happy?

what does it takes to put a smile on ur face?

the ans is..YOU

yerp true is only YOU whu cn make it possible..

trust me...

supposedly i've to strt sch 2dae.

but due to attchment..it will only strt on the 20th

n tt mean..i hav a wk to spare..urgh!haha

boredom is killin me soon..

i dunno wat else to do den jz sittin infrn of comp,watch dvds.eat n sleep

mundane right??

aiyooo

faster2 end tiz long olidae

not tt i luv werkin.

but2 i nid MONEY.yea the word tt strt wif letter M!

and2 its very2 imprt to me..n my upcumin "source of entertainment"

erm..

im outta werds.b4 i strt tokin crap.

may i ask fer permission to go??

takecare readerss!

2009-04-11T01:44:00.003+08:00

enjoy the vids ya.

2009-04-11T01:01:00.003+08:00

I HAD WONDERFUL,AWESOME,FUN N GEREK PUNYE!
FAMILY BBQ..
THOUGH IT RAINS BUT TT DOESNT STOP US
RIGHT?
ERMM..DUNNO HW TO DSCRIBE
CZZ TO MUCH TO DSCRIBE
LET PIXZ DO THE TOKIN AITE??

NXT STOP WILL BE DURIN LABOUR DAE.

JB LAK!

AHHAHAHA

OH YA

HAPPY 19TH BDAE SAIFUL AZHAR ABDUL WAHIB

MAY U STAY HAPPY N ACHIVE WAT U WANT

JGN SEDIH2 K CUZZIN!

HAPPY BDAE LA APUL!!!

2009-04-08T14:53:00.003+08:00

the long awaited ting has finally ARRIVEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

look2 wat ive got..
a LICENSE!!
CLASS 2B MOTORBIKE LICENSE!!
YAHOO!!!!!

alhamdullillah..

atlast i got it..

thx loved ones for ur countless supprt

n thx allah..fer tiz gift.amin..

2009-04-07T21:58:00.001+08:00

yeahhh bahhhhh..

okla readers i seriously got nth to blog

aiyoo

lately evrythg is jz normal..mundane la...

okla i got back to u ok

tata

2009-04-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

it seems tt u r jz using me..

good job i shld sae..

or more formal "CONGRATULATIONS!"

sch strtin pretty soon.

n woosshh attachment attachment attachment

n to zima gf.

hav a safe journey to n fro aite.

enjoy urself there babe!

2009-04-04T16:44:00.003+08:00

if only i could run away

if only i could see what lies ahead

i bet things will be fine..

argh!

i hate it wen it happened.

y me??

y muz it always be me??

argh!

im out..

out to sumwhr or shld i sae anywhr.

argh!

waiting fer the dae..oh allah guide me...amin

2009-04-01T17:37:00.002+08:00

1st of all.ALHAMDULLILAH on the result i achieve

but i tink i cn do better..

strive for the best fer 1 more yr..

we cn do it mates!

lets recap aite2..
well ystrdae went to henderson waves wif kam
despite of havin a bz schdules..we made it.
haha.we did it we did it yay!
overall it was fun.frm the strt we search the bus
to the part we adventure hw to go there.
ahhaa..
tiring but fun.
aite2 let pics do the tokin cz im lazy to type..

TAKECAIRE PPL!

2009-03-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

i swear i really enjoyed 2dae..

it was fun..splendid....

woke up early in mrng n rceive kol frm cuzz

askin if i wan 2 tag alg to jb..

its definely a YES for me..

i cncelled prac jz to go 2 jb..whu wont seh..

hahaha

as usually it will be KECOH!

reached hm...play rock band

den mum asked to siap2..

goin fer dinner at marsiling wif cuzz ...

yummy2..

SEAFOOD TYME.

i swear im full due 2 the foods.

ade ketam,udang,sotong,ikan n many2 la

whu sae goin out wif family is boring??

SALAH OK!

its fun fun fun..

im lookin 4wrd fer more family outin..

wweeeee

2009-03-28T14:30:00.003+08:00

time really cure's
its true no pt thinking over sumthg tt u knw wont come bck
soo..i put all tt aside..throw away far far frm my lyfe...
jz hope u will be happy n pleased on wat u hav done..
GOOD JOB i shld sae..

been spending the olidae pretty ok
boredom yet to strike..but sooner or later it will..
haiya..almost doin the same routine.who wont get sick n tired of it..
cuming wk will be a tight wk fer me..i swear..

REPLIES TO TAGS.

to zima:ya sudah tu sudah..im chilling babe.ehheeh.thx gf fer the concern
to lyn:wat u sae mmg btl..mmg drgnye prangai susah nk phm
yerp n im moving 4wrd aint turnin bck..thx alot babe..
to kamariah:thx babe..keep goin is wat im doin..hackcare wif the situatuion.
ape telor??tkde mknye ade telor pt soup abg aku.hahah...
g lompat to the left right front back.hhahahah

2009-03-25T16:39:00.005+08:00

I FALL IN LUV TO A MAN

SO HEARTLESS...

i knw tt tings r goin to be tiz way

ive predicted iT earlier b4 ur actions..

after soo much promises after soo much confidence in evrythg u sae

u change ur mind??y????

isit wrg to ask u..isit wrg to clarify..i guess its not wrg at all!!

1stly i nvr ask u to come bck after these yrs w/o havin u by myself

2ndly ive been fine n enjoyin my life w/o u...

n now u come bck jz to destroy my happines n made me cry??

sorry u're wrg im not goin to cry for a man who is so HEARTLESS!

nvr...mark my word properly- NEVER!

i nvr really trust ur words wen u try to convince me

but i still give u chance tt u want.i still giv u tyme tt u ask fer

cz i knw...evry human deserves a chance

but wat i get in return??NOTHING!

i jz wasting my tyme wif u..

i ought to fuck u upside down frm the beginning.

same stoopid reasons u give me.

ey if u knw u cnt do it..y sooo stoopid bothering n trying hard to win my heart

ask urself isit worth it??

if u were to ask me its not..

go away wif ur same old reasons..bring dem 2gether whrever u go

g tanam dlm2 pt diri ko tu

GROW UP LA...U ARE TO MATURE TO ACT LYKE A DUMBASS!!!

2009-03-25T16:31:00.002+08:00

hey2..guess its been quite sumtyme i yet to blog
soo here it goes.
i cnt really rmbr much on wat happen fer past days..
but let me jz recap on events happening ysterdae..

went to SWENSENS cp to had our lunch
big bro gave us a treat.
after wich walk ard cp.
grab a few tings..
before head off to homie

MAMA&ME

LIL BRO

BIG BRO

IN ACTION..

at nite went out wif kam
off we go to sumwhr i nvr go
but nice scenery i shld saae..*thumbs up*
(bkn sng nk cari tmpt yg mmg ade jln shortcut hehe)
so sat dere .chit chat play games n much more
overall it was splendid!!

2009-03-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

LETS DANCE TO THE MUSIC PEEPS!
EEEEHHAAAAA!

2009-03-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

been sittin infrnt of the comp since jz nw.
nth much to do actually
was searching fer nice blogskins..n FINALLY i loike the 1 im using nw..

had a pool session wif razin n shaz during the afternoons.
den proceed offf to coffeeshop to chill fer awhile..
overall was fun..full of laughters..

hmm..
dear bck in jb..
hate it.cz there will be no calls no msgs
save prepaid katekn..

im left wif few days to cmplete my prac b4 the actual
doa2kn la aku..

oh.."bbh" is back.
but till nw im yet to knw whu u r..
but thx fer reading my blog..
im waiting patiently till the dae u tell me whu u r =)

2009-03-17T23:59:00.006+08:00

currently at cuzzin cribs.
watching academy fantasia.

basically does nth fer the whole dae..
jz sittin infrnt of lappy watch shows at youtube,play monopoly games..
cz me n kakak had nth betta to do =)

sumtymes i dun unstd some ppl.
wen they tink they nid us den they find us.
but wen they tink they dun help,they simply walk off.
(ni mcm nye org on wujud)
not sayin im perfect or wat..
but if u knw wats goin on..u will definitely agree wif me..
sick n tired of thiz kind of situation..cz its never ending...

strted to miss dear.
cnt believe tt feeling arose in me.
oh dear..take care if urself k wen u'r dere
will miss u fer show.

2009-03-16T01:47:00.003+08:00

AS PROMISED..

HERE'S THE PHOTOS DURING CUZZIN WEDDING@ NEGERI SEMBILAN

HERE'S THE BRIDE.

CUZZIN OJA.

ARRIVAL OF THE BRIDE N GROOM

FATHER&MOTHER OF THE BRIDE

PAK LONG&MAK LONG

THE GROOM N BRIDE

WAN&OJA

CUZZIN IKA&ME

CUZZIN IDA&CUZZIN NOR

ANGAH IJAL

HIS FACE LOOK LIKE AMY SEARCH

DAD N UNCLE

&

NOT FORGETTIN MY CUTE N ADORABLE

NIECE & NEPHEWS

2009-03-15T02:06:00.002+08:00

although im tired n shagged
i cnt help my eyes to sleep..
i duno y..perhaps too tired to sleep..make sense???
it sounds ridiculous to me..

well.
rite nw listening to old music on my playlist..old music r nice to listen afterfall
msn-ning wif zul takin abt random stuff
n msn-ing wif dear alfam.
i guess tings r pretty gd on us..perhaps we r back on track
wait2.we still frens ya..but close frens =)

had kenduri at my houz jz now (140309)
jz a simply kenduri arwah n in conjuction of maulidur rasul
i luv kenduri i luv family gathering.cz its the tyme whr family members gt to meet up despite of the bz schdules.

actually there were pictures taken..but i'l upload it later
kind of lazy rite nw..

i guessi sae much..
dun wish to drag any nonsense entry in my entry

takecare readears!

2009-03-13T01:08:00.004+08:00

sampai bilakah aku harus menanti

sampai bilakah aku harus menangis

sampai bilakah aku harus menantikan dirimu

sampai bilakah cinta kita begini

im out of my words..

i dunno if i supposed to be happy or not upon receiving ur msg..

"no matter wat i'll be waiting fer u"

tts wat u see..how true it is..its u whu knows..

i jz cn wait n see.pray to allah al-mighty fer the best

being me is nvr an easy ting.

never do i regret it.

jz tt dun take advantage on wat ive gave or treat u..

dun make me a place whr u cn throw tantrum at or to venged ur anger at

im a human being wif feeling too.

im nor a robot nor a statue tt only stand still

i tried hard but if nth changes

i cnt do anythg..

i only cn pray fer the best.

my actions may be harsh..but sory to sae i cnt take it anymore.

im sorry...

2009-03-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

ATLAST!
EXAMS R OVER!!STRESS R OVER!!!
YESSAR!.HOLIDAE HERE I COME...

I MISS MY GERLS SOO MUCH
MIT UP SOON YA PEEPS???

2009-03-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

8 MARCH 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
COME TO REALISED TT IM 19
HOW TYME PASSES BY SO FAST
FRM A GIRL WHU KNWS NUTING TO A GIRL I AM NW
THRU OUT THE YRS IVE LEARNT ALOT.
HOPING TO HAVE ALLAH GUIDANCE WITH ME ALWAYS =)

I WOULD LYKE TO SAY A SPECIAL THANK
TO PPL WHU WISHES ME..
APPRECIATE IT ALOT..
SORY IF I THANK-ED U PPL LATE
CZ IM NOT IN SG DURING TT TYMEONCE AGAIN THANKIU!

THE MOMENT I REACHED MY CRIB ON THE NITE ON 8MARCH
SAW TIZ BEAUTIFUL BOX LYING ON MY BED
I SMILED.
OPEN THE BOX N WAS SUPRISED TO SEE THE PRESENT INSIDE..

TADAA!
BIG BRO N SIS BOUGHT IT FER ME.
TIZ ITEMS IVE BEEN WANTIN ALL THESE WHILE..
WEE.
THX BIG BRO N SIS
APPRECIATE IT LOTS!
I LUV U MANY2

AND NOT 4GETTING

MAMA BOUGHT ME A NEW PHONE!

THOUGH ITS NOT FANCY

BUT ITS BETTER DEN MY CHINA FON =)

HEHEH

ONCE AGAIN ..IM THANKFUL TO HAV WONDERFUL PPL ARD ME

TO THOSE WHU RMBR MY BDAE..THX ALOT..

U GUYS MADE MY DAE.

N BDAE CELEBRATION FER TIZ YR IS KIND OF DIFFERENT

CZ I CELEBRATE IT WIF MY FAMILY N CUZZINS IN KMPG.

N IT WAS SUUUUPPPPEEER FUUUUN!

I SHALL UPLOAD THE PHOTO DURIN MY VISIT TO KMPG SOON

TAKECAIRE BEAUTIFUL PPL!

2009-03-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

was checking my mails...
n receive an interesting frm a fren..
i post it aite.

VIRGO - The PerfectionistDominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge.... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical.. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet ! personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent.. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional.. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss! Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. ! Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate.. Express themselves emotionally. &n! bsp;Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical.. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

2009-03-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

im jz simply lazy to get out these few days.
even to nearby shop,i willl drag a long face if i had to go..
perhaps of the raining season...
i wudnt want to get stuck under the rain fer couples of hrs
might as well i stay at hm...sleep..eat....computer..tv...
aaahhaaaaa.call me lazy cz i bet u ppl do the same ting rite?? =)

went fer prac 2dae..n alhamdulliah passed!
n 2dae prac was kind of fun..cz we went rounding ard the estate.
off to cribs after prac..
was supposed to meet faliq at 5
but eventually im tooo lazy to go
cncel the plan to met the rest @ tamp to study
cz mama ask to accompany her to doc tmr
wich means i cnt slip over cuzzin house 2dae!
tkp laen ari ade ok!

i kept begging mum to bring me along on saturdae
not tt ive nvr been to kmpg b4
but but but..parents are goin to MELACCA
b4 the actually head off to kmpg!
seeee y i kept begging mum to bring me along??
haiya..her reason is simply"KAN ADE EXAM.NNT FAIL MCMNE"
adoi...mak aku sorang ni tkle giv in.
sedih u knw..i will be celebrating my bdae w.o mum presence
tk pernah ok!

left wif few more days b4 exams
hope to finish it fast soooo tt i cn ENJOY myself to the FULLEST!!!!!

YyyyAAAAAArrrrrrRRR

2009-03-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

argH!!!!!!!
head pain..kpale berat!
i really hate it!
been goin 2 e toilet fer couples of tyme
i hate vomitting!
i guess u shld blame myself fer smoking so much cigg 2dae.
i jz cnt focus sia.
ergh!

went to esplanade library wif shaz to do some revision n study
procid to marina sq.had our lunch n off to pool
weee.atlast cn play ok!
aaaha

den window shoppin off to wdls to mit kam
i had alot of laughter 2dae
mcm minum laughing gas gitu

thx peepss!

2009-03-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

i was abt to shut my eyes
wen i received a fon call tt make me awake!

thought tiz will wen while but it turn out to the other wae
muz we argue wen its jz the strt?
muz tiz be the beginning of evrthg?
muz we strt it wen it still fresh?

u managed to open it up
u managed to make trust the meaning n word again
u managed to put up my smile
but u managed to turn it bad too!

shld i jz ignored n lead lyfe tt im leading nw
or shld i changed the direction to the path tt leads us
its soooo unbelievable
a moment of hi a moment of truth

lets jz leave tt out.
was msn-nin
wen didi usop online.
soo dcide to change my pm to "b aku"
abey si kepo ni pm aku
he asked "sape b ko"
as usually i lurve to teased him "ko la b aku"
aahaha
oh btw his my x..an x whu i stead durin sec 4..
cool kn still in cntct..
in gd terms
we always sae we miz each other.but there's no chance we cn mit up
cz both bz..

2009-03-02T21:30:00.003+08:00

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2009-03-02T00:56:00.003+08:00

ive told u ppl b4 im bcomin a gd girl(cough cough)
ahahah
its lyke miracle .lyke the phrase goes"ey biar btl dekni dok uma"..

i mean wat i sae ok!ive stayed the whole dae at hm on sat n even on sun
only tt i went out at nite to mit syahirah n munirah
wich i nvr met fer sooo long tyme
reasonable ryte y i go out??

ermm.
gosh dilema la!
im tinking whether to go or not to go..
let me share..
om 8march cuzzin a ngeri 9 is gettin married
n im tinkin of goin or not
reason fer goin :its not always i go bck kmpg
reason fer not goin:i will be rotting at hm doin nth
gosh!!!im dunno!!till nw i cnt make up my mind
ohya 1 more..if i nvr go..parents wont be here to celebrate my bdae
wich fall on the same day as the wed.
no no no!!

oh..
i almost forget tt exams r jz round the corner
n i havent get anythg ready yet..no even my notes.
damn!hw im i supposed to strt wen i dun hav the energy to do so
even racing cars need petrol to start.
n at the strt line the annoucer wil go "START UR ENGINE"
vroommmm off the cars go..
but me??plainly doin nth xcept SLACKING!!!

2009-02-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

FUN FUN FUN!
tts all i cn describe....
went out wif zima n syahirah
GUESS wat...
we went fer KARAOKE 3hr session!!
wee.

lets the pics do the tokin aite!

2009-02-26T20:15:00.002+08:00

2dae sooo was basically not much to sae
jz come fer 2hr lesson n off headed to crib

im a good girl fer 2dae.
stayed at hm fer the whole dae...
basically the moment i reached my houz
i search fer food...im super duper hungry u knw!
after tt sat fer awhile.off to SLEEP!!!
n i only woke up 4++....
thx to the vibration frm my hp

initially wanted to meet allen n sha
but due to lazuness n guest n my hm.
cancelled the plan....

hate it wen i argued wif mum over a small tings
haizz
its always ur blame wen u have a name call "CHILD"!

2009-02-26T00:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH TO NUR SYAHIRAH NABILAH RAMLAN

MAY U HAVE A WONDERFUL BDAE CELEBRATION..
MAY ALLAH PROTECT U WITH GOOD HEALTH N GOOD LIFE

N BE HAPPY ALWAYS WHEN SURROUNDED WITH FAMILY N FRIENDS

ehem2..da bsar eh kamu!

ehee

syg kamu la!

2009-02-26T00:27:00.003+08:00

harloo2 kopi dan milo!!
jyeah!im back..
see ive been a lazy gerl whu wont do anythg unless lazying ard..

since its been a couple of days didnt update.
i dunno whr to strt..
oryte jz telling u readers tt me n frens are sooo lazy to attend sch..
a self declared holidae fer us..
eversince last wed.we are too lazy to get our butt off the bed.
only todae!n i mean todae!! we attend a proper lesson.
n it was a VICTORY!!ahahha..

soo..tings in sch went pretty well xcept fer C.A havin some tantrum prob.
sikit2 nk mara..alermak!

off to wdls rite after sch.was damn tired i swear..

erm..
im tryin my best to achive wat ive been dreaming of.
hopefully allah guides me thru..
n let me thru the obstacles in a proper way..

takecare ppl..
have a plenty of rest
n plan ur day..coz ite been raining lately!

2009-02-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

iNitiALLy wanTed tO gO to sCh
bUt havIn tHE thOughT Of y GO sCH weN its jZ feW hrs..
sO dCided tO cNCeL it..

aFter qUite suMtyMes dIdnt hAvE b'faSt wIf maMa
wE diD it 2daE!
haD LJS fER b'FasT n it wAsss seDAP!
sO aS plaNNed mET syahIRah @ inT.
n Off wE gO tO bbDC

1sT tyME in HIstOry.raBia smPAi teRLebiH awAL!
haHAha!
so hAd prAc..
mEt 5.01 pRac maTe.
mCM biASe ttP keCoh!

dEn oFf tO cP.
puSIng nYE pusIng ..sAtu bendA pn tu mAKcik SYahiRah tK berkENan.
kESimpuLan nye..
afTEr soo mUCH rOundS @ cp..
maKcIk syAHIrah bELi cIncIn pT bOOts n sHoEs.
keCOh2

kla
im tired of typin
tata

2009-02-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

ortye readers..
2dae was a short sch tyme fer me
jz went too sch fer MP test
n i jz hope i cn pass the test
oh plz plz god help me
i put in effort ok to study it!

den off to mateen homie.
entertain tt cutestuff.
his grown up
cpt btl

off to pasar mlm wif sha
unplanned uh...
so walk2 tok2

oh dude quite sumtymes since we went out eh??
hav to di it tiz sat..
see ya soon dude

2009-02-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

oh well..
had a great tyme i cn sae fer last few days..
realy enjoyed..thx to the ppl whu make the day SHIOK!

oryte sparto.
lets recap
oh well..slept at cuzzin homie fer 3day.
best la!
went to kak dance performance.
n i shld sae nice job DIAN DANCERS!

on sat...
folo kak yani n fer frens fer some adventure at nite
went to seacrh abandoned buildings.n oso went to cementry..
mcm2 cementry kte g.
overall fun babeh!

sun.off to my homie!!
nite met kam..
n she sooo the EMOTIONAL DISORDER!
wanted to post vids.but blogger ade prob
tkp laen kali aku post.U WAIT N SEE KAM!
ahhaa

n 2dae had wim prac test
alhamdulliah managed to finish it.
aftr tt went to get do my GO! card.atlast dpt gak aku uat!
off to LOT 1 wif syahirah..
shoppin seakan tu minah
den off to bbdc
oh ya..nk tunjuk ekyen kn
step naik taxi
amik ko fare die!
ahahahha
bodhs nye taxi driver.btl tk syahirah??

kk..
nk bljr mp test lak
peace ppl

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM WR

2009-02-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

been few days since tiz blog had a fresh entry
soo.here i am again yeah again..

well..i had lots to share...but lazy to type
lately spent tymes either wif frens or jz lazying at hm
yeah..true im back as normal!
wee..

so yeah..so was pretty bored i shld sae
theory lesson was soo 'dry' nearly most fall asleep..

went bck hm..
was browsin thru movie showtimes..
wen i realised i nid a tyme break frm the hectic schdule
so ya ask kam n syerah if they want to folo me to catch a movie.
thx kam fer the company...
soo.watch bride war.mayb u tink its lyke too late to watch
but nah whu cares..
the show was hilariouss..

had a stroll back hm..
crack stupid jokes n riddles.
a good tyme i shld sae since evry1 is kind of bz...

dude txt me..
tot im angry
but sorry ye tkde mase n tk kuase nk mara.
zaman mara2 da tolak tepi

ermm......
oh yeah.
take care of ur health readers!!!

2009-02-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

WEE..

TODAY IS A NO SCH DAY!

AAHAA

WENT TO CHANGI BEACH

PANCING!!!

TP MALANGNYE.SATU IKAN PN AKU TK DPT

DEN MET FALIQ AT BUGIS.

JLN2 THE WHOLE BUGIS STREET

N I WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED BY UR REACTION

SUPRISINGLY BRO!

BLH SAYE TAU SAPE BBH??

AYOO

JGN JD MYSTERY LA

I DUN LYKE GUESSIN GAME

2009-02-03T01:46:00.002+08:00

LYKE SUDDENLY..I MISS HAVING FAMILY GATHERIN!

CN WE HAVE 1 SOON??

FAMILY IS THE BEST..FER SURE.

THEY WILL BE DERE FER U ALWAYS

NO MATTER WHU U R..HW U BEHAVIOUR.ETC.ETC

THEY STAND STRONG FER U.

N IM HONOURED TO HAV SUCH A GREAT FAMILY WIF GREAT CUZZINS..

2009-02-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

KU IMPIKAN BELAIAN MU KASIH

KU IMPIKAN MAHLIGAI KASIH ASMARA

MOGA CITA MENJADI NYATA

TERUBAT LA DUKA LAMA..

JZ CAME BCK FRM WERK

N I SWEAR ITS DAMN TIRIN.

NOT DUE TO LOADS OF WERK

BUT DUE TO BOREDOM!

AH YEA.FASTERLA 20FEB.

SO I CN REST N SHAKE MY LEG LYKE TAI2

AS ALWAYS HE WILL MSG.

ALA.SIKIT2 NK SRH ORG MKN.

NNT AKU MAKIN BESAR ARU KO TAU.

B..PROPER MIT UP YE?

HAHAH

PLAN TO MIT BESTIE WAS CNCELLED

SORY GRL.AKU CAPEK GILER!

TK LARAT NK JLN G RMH KO

LAIN KALI K??

KTE TGK WYG..MAKAN...JLN2..

AITE???

ICMS TEST WAS OK

ALHAMDULLILAH MANAGE TO FINISH UP

SIGH OF RELIEF.

AT LEAST DERE'S A BREAK AFTER SO MANY TEST.

REST ASSURE IT WONT BE LONG.

MORE CUMING UP

NOT EASY TO JUGGLE WIF IT.

WAS HAPPY FER FALIQ

HE PASSED HIS TEST

N HE WAS ABSOLUTELY HAPPY WEN HE MSG ME

GD FER U DEQ.WHU TOLD U TT U CNT STUDY

THERE!U PROOF OTHERS WRG.

KEEP UP THE GD WERK ADEQ!

ERM..

CN I KNW WHU IS "BBH"???

2009-02-01T23:56:00.004+08:00

OH BABY IM SORRY!

PARTNER WANTED TO MIT ME YSTRDAE.

BUT...IM SOO TIRED...TOO TIRED TO ENTERTAIN PPL.

SOO.I CALLED THE PLAN OFF..

PARTNER WAS DISPOINTED THOUGH.

HE DIDNT REPLY NOR ANS MY CALLS.

.HE GONNA BE MAD.

IF HE KNEW I WeNT TO MIT BESTIE!

AHHA

MIT BESTIE @ ADM.

AKU RINDU TU ANAK BYK2

SAT WIF BESTIE.

SHARE,LAUGH,EAT,SMOKE

U NAME IT WE GOT IT.

THX TO BESTIE FER SENDIN ME HM

BESTIE REALLY UNSTD MY SITUATION

THX YA

PARTNER WANTED TO FETCH ME

TP KRANE KEPANDAIAN DIE.

PLAN CNCEL

KESIAN KN KITE..

ASIK TK DPT JP.

PARTNER HAD BEEN MY LISTENING HEAR FER TIZ WKS..

HIS BEEN THERE THRU MY UPS N DOWNS.

I REALY APPRECIATE IT.

ITS TRUE WAT HE SAE..

TO 4GET THE PAST N MOVE TO A NEW CHAPTER

YEAH I WANT TO 4GET ALL THE UNWANTED TINGS

TT HAD HAPPENED!

STRT A NEW FRESH LYFE AHEAD!

WEEE

2009-01-30T22:58:00.002+08:00

dcided to delete e entry i post earlier
a proper entry cn?
here it goes.

wms test was pretty ok
managed to cmplete it on tyme
o yeah i made a victory!
victory of cumin to sch early fer 2 days straight!
wee..clap2

after test end.
wen to mit dear zima n sha @civic mac.
satu2 da mcm zombie .half awake half asleep
allen join us later part..sit fer awhile den off ..

been doin nth since reached hm
im soo lazy.
i even ask my mum stopid qn
me:ma..mandi kn adik blh??
mama:g la mandi sndiri
me:ma..blh adk jd baby alik??org mandikn.org suapkn..kn sng
mama:tebiat.g MANDI SKRg!

hhaha.
im soo lazy u see.!!

u jgn letak hope k
i lom ready

2009-01-30T01:48:00.002+08:00

test test test n more test
totally jumble the tings up.
gosh wms to icms to sap.
smue software..

in couples of tyme.
havin wms prac test..
hope evrythg wont screw up..
if not..amiik ko nasib!

oh yea..mitin gfs 2dae!!
weee....aftr a super duper long tyme here we mit again

it strted wif a hi.den a bye
sooner it dvelop into a feeling.
ohno!

2009-01-29T00:20:00.001+08:00

well..

im tired to pleased or to entertain.

hye particular sum1.

enough aite...no longer gonna giv in..

pointless..all tt had happen doesnt open up ur eyes.

soo..if u tink u 1 to lyke den go ahead aite.

washhand!(cuci tgn)

2009-01-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

JZ GOT BACK FRM CUZZIN'S HOUSE

IT WAS TOTALLY FUN.

ENJOY OUR DAY THERE..

SCH STRT TMR..AFTER 4DAYS OF RESTIN

GONNA WAKE UP EARLY

OH TK MUNGKIN!

mayb u wont understand

im facin a tight n hard situation

argh!

after one another come.

hw am i gonna face it

since day 1 of 2009

evrythg seems bad for me..

y me??

y not others??

2009-01-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

ok ppl .
i jz got bck frm olidae(terengganu/kelantan trip)yesterdae.
overal it was fun..
shopping at there was totally CRAZY!
erm...im outtawerds..
here some pictures taken...

2009-01-23T00:13:00.002+08:00

MATEEN IS MY BEST MEDICINE!

WENT I MET HIM JZ NOW..

I COULD 4GET EVRYHTG TTS HAPPENING

ALL THE PROBS ARE PUT ASIDE UPON SEEING HIS FACE,

HIS BEHAVIOUR N HIS CUTENESS..

WEE!!

2009-01-21T22:18:00.003+08:00

as fer 2dae
couples of unexpected tings happen
let me type out 1 by 1

in the bus
while sittin wif zima..she told me tt ade 2 bdak madrasah ngah pelok2
so me the usual me i turned n look
btl la sey.nga pelok2
lyke OMG!lau ye pn nk pelok2 g la bukak tudung ko...

at the platform
at yishun mrt station.
suddenly the emergency bell go off
a lady fainted in the train.luckily the train reached the platform oready

at the traffic light
got tiz 1 trailer ter overshot.
so the pedestrians hav to go behind the trailer in order to cross

at northpoint
saw alfams fren..
lyke eh asl kwn die aku jp!

at macdonald
saw my pri sch teacher
mdm yani!!
she still rmbr me la.
hw i miss my dear hockey teacher so much!!

under the void dect
while walking wif faliq .
den faliq sae:"tu mak andak(alfam mum)"
den i was so stunned..i cnt go anywhr.
she oready smile frm far
his mum:"rabia kn ni"
me:"ye saye"(deb slm her)
his mum:"da abis bljr"
me:"da.."
his mum:"tanak naek atas"
me:"tkpla cik
wen we were abt to go
his mum:"naek atas japla"
me:"tkpla cik laen kali"
his mum:"ok.jp lag ye..tknk kirim slm alfam"
me:"ermm.ok..kirimkn slm. =)"

seee...!!!!
unexpected kan satu2!

2009-01-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

prev post ive said tt i wanted to move out of tiz situation
wen i was abt to move..sumthg hold me bck
y??dun u want to see me lead a happy lyfE??
y must u c me in suffering situation

at 1st i was joyed wif his msg.
ya whu nvr sih..aftr a long tyme of silence suddenly msg..
it strted out ok.
but denn..
haizz...dun want to sae uh
heartbreak seh!!!!!!!!!
asl uat aku gni?asl??lau nk g,g jauh2 .jgn cari aku lagi

luckily workmates make my day
really enjoyed werkin lately.
im soo lookin 4wrd to werk!

tk payah la tipu aku kn.
aku bkn nk mara..
ni la manusia..
ape nk jd

AKU BUKAN ORG YG SNG2 DIPERBDOHKN!!!!

2009-01-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

it takes me courage n strength to be lyke b for
i knw..its unlike me..
i jz dunno y.

i hope tings will be better
cz im tired of tiz situation.
prayed hard to god to let me lead
the lyfe i led b4..
the happy,crazy,jokin,full of nonsence n
most importantly RABIA PPL USED TO KNOW

i ought to thank my frens fer being there fer me..
though we hardly met.
ur words r really meaningful n burn up my enthusiam to be lyke b4
i owe u guys thousands or shld i say countless THANK YOU!

im totally shagged rite nw.i swear
been werkin since sat til now..all the way afternoon
i even had no tyme to revise
but.i wil not take tt as an excuse.
cz i wanna score.i dun wish to flop again

2009-01-18T03:26:00.002+08:00

been few days since i let the matter rest..
but i tink i cnt take it n tolerate anymore.
i nid to dcide n i dcided....

the more i tink abt it.the more im hurt
soo wats more cn i do..
i jz bid gdbye..
though it hurt.but its not as hurt as wat im facing.
true??i guess soo..

last fri.after sch went to yishun
doin a favour frm a fren
met faliq(cum alfam cuzzin) @Mcd northpt
2 teach him maths.tell u wat.i gotta crack my brain
yala..after soo long nvr do maths.
teach teach teach den suddenly he pop up a qn

faliq:tknk jp alfam??
me:huh??
faliq:tknk jp alfam???
me:oh tkp.mcm die nk jp org.
faliq:ala..g la msg or kol die
me:tkpla..(trs mcm mati kutu)
faliq:jom g jp mak andak(wich wat he kol alfam's mum)
me:nk uatpe??
faliq:jp je..
me:tkpla.eheh
faliq:oh btw man andak kirim salam(wich he emphasis it couple of tyme)
me:wasalam..

den the convo cntinue..
while walking tp the bustp.
faliq:kak pinjam fon.
me:nah amik
faliq:adik kol alfam k?g jp die
me:tkp.die kn nga bz.
faliq:jap1 kte try
faliq:ala.die tk ans uh
me:tkp..its ok laen kali blh
faliq:thx eh kak ajar adk
me:no prob
off i took 969 n went bck to wdls

seriously.the more he ask n mention alfam name
the more hard it gonna me to 4get him
bdk tu le tny aku asl break?mcmne knl alfam?
die le bring up story2 lame
nasib aku ni kuat.lau tk.adoi...

dadada..
im SICK
n i mean it S.I.C.K!

2009-01-15T00:27:00.005+08:00

when i actually i hear tiz song playin in my blog
n looking thru the lyric..
sumhw it got related to me..

cn i run??
run away frm evrythg..
run away frm wat im facing rite nw
run away frm all the problems hunting me
but i knw i cant!

eventhough im down wif tiz kind of situation
i dun wan ppl to b drag in.
i tried to be happy.laugh.smile wen im wif frens
but deep down..only god knw.

to alfam
im givin it up.
no longer the person i wanted most
no longer the person tt 1 dae will surprise me.
n held me ard ur arm
no longer..no longer
it ended 3yrs ago.
n it wont not be attached bck.though we try ample of tymes

to the person it may cncern
play the game as long as u want to play..
see if i played it on u bck..

so sch ended quite late 2dae.
cncel of werk.
had dinner wif khai n shaz @888..
den chil2 awhile,tok2.n off hm
while me n shaz were smokin n waiting fer the bus
a man approached us.
he tok2..(but i cnt hear him properly)
so cnclusion shaz told me tt he asked us to study hard.n not halfway..
i was shocked at 1st cz he approached me n say "god bless u"
trus mcm stunned g2.
shaz lag bgs die igt aku knl uncle tu..
shaz le ckp "ntah2 tuhan antar org kasi kte pertunjuk tk"
ehehheh

2009-01-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

Y CNT TINGS GO WIF THE WAY U WISH TO
Y MUST IT BE THE OPPOSITE WAY??
HAIZ..
NO PT LOOKIN BACK.CZ IT AINT CHANGE ANYTHG
THE PAST IS STILL THE PAST..
PRESENT IS WHR WE LOOK AHEAD OF

N.AT LAST
GOT MY PAY..
BUT I AINT GONNA SPENT IT ON UNNECESSARY TINGS
GOTTA TING B4 I SPENT
CZ I NID TO USE LOTS OF CASH

THX FER ENTERIN TO MY LYFE W/O ME WANTING
N THX FER LEAVIN MY LYFE W/O ME WANTING TOO.
NOW I KNW THE REAL U.
THE REAL IN N OUT OF U.
THX I SHLD SAE.
DUN WORRY IM NOT THE PERSON WHU KEEP GRUDGES.

SRTIN TO GET MY BRAIN TO STUDY
LEFT COUPLE OF DAYS B4 MP TEST
GOTTA STUDY HARD(ni serious beb!)
I DUN WISH TO PULL MY GPA DOWN
BEEN MOTIVATED BY DEAR FREN MSG
THX YA..U BROUGHT ME BCK TO REALITY
U BROUGHT MY SPIRIT BCK.
APPRECIATE IT SOOO MUCH =)

2009-01-12T02:24:00.003+08:00

u find me wen u tink is needed
u txt me wen u tink u bored
u ring me wen u tink u want

whu u treat me as??
a place fer u to throw ur boredom at??
im tired of tiz game.i swear i am..
if u tink of foolin me..tink twice!

wat kind of person r u??
whr u wen i nid u?whr u want i nid sum1 to tok 2?
HEARTLESS PERSON!
pointless

2009-01-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

MY BESTIE CALL ME A FUCKER!

HMPH!!

SHE GONNA TREAT ME

YAHOO!

2009-01-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

MONEY MONEY I WANT MONEY
MONEY MONEY IM SHORTAGE OF MONEY
MONEY MONEY FASTER CAME IN
MONEY MONEY I NID U MONEY MONEY!

AH..
RANDOM..BOREDOM.
IM WAITIN PATIENTLY FER MY MONEY TO
BE DEPOSIT IN MY ACC.
I HATE GETTIN BY PAY VIA CHQ.
CZ U KNW Y??
U NID TO DEPOSIT IT URSELF N THE CHQ DEPOSIT BOX
N U HAV TO DEPOSIT IT B4 5 IF U WANT TO GET UR MONEY FAST
IF NOT?U HAV TO WAIT
TTS WAT HAPPENIN TO ME NW
I GOT MY CHQ ON THURS.BUT DPOSIT IT AT NITE.
SO MON DEN MONEY GET
LYFE WTF!

IVE SACRIFICE MY PRAC.
SDH KN..
ISH BEEN 3WKS SINCE I HAD MY LAST PRAC
TKPLA.BIAR LBT ASL SLMT.
CHET TKDELA!
AHAA

KK.IM OFF

2009-01-09T08:18:00.002+08:00

according to my watch.
tyme shows :820am..

n..
im still @ hm..
sittin infrt of the computer.
heheh..
class oready strt 20mins ago.
woke up late la bebeh.
soo tired due to werkin..
chet!

argh!!2dae hav to werk
abis plan aku..
got my chq ysterdae.
thx to my manager whu help to deposit e chq fer me
n havin e chq given to us.

erm.
wat more to update eh?
ohya ystdae after sch wen to food culture 2 had our lunch..
laugh2 n laugh till got tiz 1 pakcik tegor
"senang ati die eh"
hehe..pakcik2..mestila sng ati..tkkn nk nangis lak kn =)

oh,bump into bestie @ tamp int.
jauh tol tu minah mlayang
initial plan was to met gfs .but den cncel due to some reason
nvm other tyme k??

kk.
i gtg.
off to sch bebeh!!!

2009-01-07T23:31:00.003+08:00

I REALISED TT LATELY MOST PPL R HAVIN PROBS.
BE IN R'SHIP,F'SHIP,FAMILY OR EVEN SCH

I DUN DENY IM FACIN 1 TOO..
2009.THE STRT OF A NEW YR.
THOUGHT TINGS WUD GO SMOOTHLY.
GD FER PPL WHU STRT THEIR 2009 SMOOTHLY
TO PPL LYKE ME..ITS PATHETIC!

NAH!LETS PUT ALL THE PROBS ASIDE.
CZ IT AINT GO IF KEPT SIGHNG OVER IT!

SCH 2DAE WAS DAMN2 BORED!
DRAGGY SEH!
STRT SCH @ 10 ENDS AT 5
ARGH!CN I HAVE MY TYMETABLE CHANGE PLZZ2

GOSH.BLINK UR EYES.N U KNW TT TEST IS CUMING FAST!
SHIT!I REALY HATE IT..
PRESSURIZED SEH.
HW CN I RMBR AFTER 3WKS OF SCH OLIDAE.
N NOT EVEN OPEN MY BK.BUT JZ DUST IT IN THE LOCKER!
AHAHHA..SERVE ME RITE!

STOP ABT SCH.
SOO,AFTER SCH MET DEAR GFS N HAD OUR DINNER AT BANQUET
AS USUAL WEN WE MEET.LOTS OF STORIES N LAUGTERS TO B SHARED.
HAHA
ALONG THE WAE.MET BESTIE.
SOO..LEPAK2.TOK2 ABT THE PAST DURIN SEC SCH DAYS
HILARIOUS SAK!!

SORY BESTIE TK SNGAJE LUKE KN KO
APE2 PN AKU TTP SYG KRG!

2009-01-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 47TH BDAE...

TO BELOVED MAMA..

HOPE U WILL BE HAPPY ALWAYS WIF BELOVED ONES

N MAY ALLAH PROVIDE U WITH GOOD HEALTH.

I LOVE MAMA!!

2009-01-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

1st dae of sch!
argh!!.
aftr 3wks of holiday.i find it hard to wake up!
wats more..im LATE!!!

met khai @yck..
den head tp sch..
da lbt,lbtkn skali.
wah!saw the new intakes.
flash bck..lyke during my 1st dae in sch

den aftr sch.
off to town..
n home sweet hm...

_till now there's no news of u..i shall bid gdbye past!_

2009-01-02T15:30:00.001+08:00

currently @ starbuck wif zima&syerah..
jz havin a lil meet-up wif dem
shasha cnt tag along.die da jd nanny skrg!
ehehe

so....had a video conference wif shasha.
see..dgn muke shasha yg masai!
ahhahaa

kk
update again @ nite aite

tata

2009-01-02T02:21:00.003+08:00

I KEPT READIN ABT PPL ENTRIES ON THEIR RESOLUTION..
WATS MINE??
HMM..

WELL..
I DUN HAV EXACT RESOLUTION EACH YR..
SO Y NOT I HAD IT TIZ YR..

HMM..
WHERE SHALL I STRT

HERE IT GOES:

have a healthy lyfe.away frm sickness
be surrounded my loves one
be a gd child(hehe)
to achive the best i cn
n last but not least.hav ALFAMSHAH again wif me.cn i?(hmm)

2009-01-02T02:03:00.005+08:00

IM SOOO SOOOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ppl..im back!

had a cyclin session wif grp members+shaz
met at 11am.den procid to parkway parade.
had out lunch.walk
rent the bicycle..

we were cycling happily..n was heading
2wrds changi village.
half-way thru we den realise tt we had taken the wrg route
ah damn!we had to go bck den took the right route.
den...rain!
we were all wet.rest under the shelter fer awhile
den carry on though t was raining damn heavily.
cz we nid to chase tyme u c.
overall we nid to pay $20 fer 6 bike .cz antar lbt..

_im save dear =)

2008-12-30T01:43:00.005+08:00

I SWEAR I MISS MY X BOYFIE SOO MUCH
WELL.TIZ BOY HERE(alfamshah anuar)
IS SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON& THE MOST LOVIN EX I HAD
HE THOUGHT ME THE MEANIN OF TRUE LUV.
N THE MEANIN OF LYFE &PATIENCE..
EACH DAY MEANT SUMTHG FER US.
THE DAYS SPENT WIF HIM.
N THE MEMORIES SHARED WIF HIM&HIS FAMILY TOO
JZ CNT BE ERASED IN MY MIND..
THOUGH IS BEEN 2YRS SINCE WE BROKE UP(tyme passes so fast)
I JZ CNT HELP FRM TINKIN ABT THE MEMORIES..
BE IT SWEET OR BITTER TT I SHARED WIF U.
I KNW ITS HARD TO BE THE OLD "US"
BUT I JZ WANT U TO KNW HW MUCH I MISS U BOY!
DENY IS WAT I CN DO.CZ I CNT AFFORD TO LET OUT MY FEELINGS TO U
PPL MAYB WONDERIN Y WE BROKE UP
NOT BCZ OF 3RD PARTY .IT JZ US..
LACK OF COMMUNICATION.N ENVY BY OTHRS TT SEPARATE US
I HOPE U REGAIN URSELF BACK.N BE THE OLD ALFAMSHAH I KNW
FULL OF CNFIDENT.JOKES N TEASED

I MISS U BOY!

2008-12-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

well..
evrythg goes pretty well 2dae
woke up abit early.
n got ready fer wrk..no rush tiz tyme round.

reach werk.
as usual nth much to do..
den..manager went off..
left only 3 ppl(tige2 youngster.baik pe)
fer a moment is kind of slow..cz not much cust.
den tadaaa..the crowd came.
gd uh..atleast the sales fer 2dae is not pathetic
hit 2k!
sape ckp youngsters tkle jage kdai.

den.
bik ila fetch me by car
cnclusiion.
go home by car.
lil mateen is soo CUTE!

goin doc tmr.
insect bites r gettin worst!
OMG!

2008-12-28T02:24:00.002+08:00

as fer 271208
families frm kmpg came.(includin the cuzz)
though it was not full houz.
but alot u knw!
the initially waited fer to reach hm frm werk.
chitchat..distrb one anthr n last takin pix!
it been long long tyme since the last came to spore!
see..hw fun it is..wen ur cuzz frm far away come n visit u!
actually they came in conjuction of family wedding..

indeed tiz wk r very enjoyable moment fer me.

very3 happy.despite of hvin to go to werk..

hope evrthg wil remain tiz way

tc readers!

have a nice day ahead

2008-12-28T02:13:00.003+08:00

2dae i will post a few entries

tiz few wks .my days n filled wif enjoyment ,fun &laughter

prev entry was during class pit

soo after overnite @pasir ris..

head bck to wdls..to wash up..

den off to my cuzz houz

family bbq cum bdae celeb!

after a while since the cuzz met..

the houz was filled wif our LOUD laughter!

2008-12-26T23:53:00.008+08:00

oryte peeps im bck..
fun fun fun!
superb duper fun!!

lets recap..

241208
went fer class pit at pasir ris park
met syerah den off we head to e pit
put our tings.den go shoppin @ fairprice
set down.took pix while waitin fer others
though its raining n we only strt bbq @ 9pm
the day was filled wif laughter n jokes!!