Sunday, July 5, 2009
had an enjoyin dae ystrdae..supposedly sent mum to clinic but woke up late..sory ye mamacnt blame me oso la..cz i got hm @ 12 the prev dae.njoy abis..oryte lyke atlast went vicom to inspec iu unit.n atlast cn use!den wen to chil at changi,head off to bugis den pasir ris,wat a journey seh,n thx guys fer helpin me out wif my bike..menyikse abis kn mtr aku.ahhhaa!da sempurne mtr aku..ahhahaha...to sumone..im sorry to come up wif tt dcision.i knw u nvr tot tt i wud come up wif such dcision.but i guess its for our own gd aftrall..dun blame othr party..cz there's no 3rd party..to me tts the best wae.i knw the truth hurt.but i rather it hurt nw den later.u might ask me y after year of waitin i wanna put an end to it.but to me is simple,the ans lies within urself.i shld sae im disapointed wif u.lots of tyme u plan to mit but it will nvr be afterall.tot u change aftr sum years.but u still the same old u.wen i dcide to stop evrthg.u put the blame on me as if i at faulti wont 4gt tiz phrase "u da tkle tgu i ke??u da ad org laen kn"me not waitin fer u??hey lyke hello..3 yrs dude..3 bloody yrs i waited .yet u sae i cnt 4 u??WTH!im sorry for the dcision i made.i cnt lie to myself nor i wanna lie to u anymore.no more space fer u in my heart..so sorry.u been a nice person all year long.but faith does nt side us..lets move oni lead my own lyfe.u lead urs..i nid my own space.im happy wif the way i am nw..thx fer the memories..appreciate it much.thx fer the guidance n patience..thx fer evrthg.my dear alfam shah.change fer the better..hopefully.takecare always....attachment plz end sooon.its totally mundane at werk.urgh!cnt tolerate it seeh..........mendak gile babs nye
