been few days since i let the matter rest..
but i tink i cnt take it n tolerate anymore.
i nid to dcide n i dcided....

the more i tink abt it.the more im hurt
soo wats more cn i do..
i jz bid gdbye..
though it hurt.but its not as hurt as wat im facing.
true??i guess soo..

last fri.after sch went to yishun
doin a favour frm a fren
met faliq(cum alfam cuzzin) @Mcd northpt
2 teach him maths.tell u wat.i gotta crack my brain
yala..after soo long nvr do maths.
teach teach teach den suddenly he pop up a qn

faliq:tknk jp alfam??
me:huh??
faliq:tknk jp alfam???
me:oh tkp.mcm die nk jp org.
faliq:ala..g la msg or kol die
me:tkpla..(trs mcm mati kutu)
faliq:jom g jp mak andak(wich wat he kol alfam's mum)
me:nk uatpe??
faliq:jp je..
me:tkpla.eheh
faliq:oh btw man andak kirim salam(wich he emphasis it couple of tyme)
me:wasalam..

den the convo cntinue..
while walking tp the bustp.
faliq:kak pinjam fon.
me:nah amik
faliq:adik kol alfam k?g jp die
me:tkp.die kn nga bz.
faliq:jap1 kte try
faliq:ala.die tk ans uh
me:tkp..its ok laen kali blh
faliq:thx eh kak ajar adk
me:no prob
off i took 969 n went bck to wdls

seriously.the more he ask n mention alfam name
the more hard it gonna me to 4get him
bdk tu le tny aku asl break?mcmne knl alfam?
die le bring up story2 lame
nasib aku ni kuat.lau tk.adoi...

dadada..
im SICK
n i mean it S.I.C.K!