Wednesday, August 26, 2009
lyfe has nvr been easy.if it is it was nvr call lyfe
to face wif counter problems to deal wif it was nvr easy tho.
its hard.real hard to be in tiz situation...
wanna rn frm it..it kept cumin.
wanna face it, the ans will nvr be rite.
wat shld i do then??sit down n kip quiet??
sick n tired tho.but wat to do..ur dad..n ur always hav the rite
well i?i jz sit n listen to ol ur tokin tho im nt wrg..

its not tt i wanted to stay out late n come hm only wen the clock strike 12
but i dun feel easy stayin at hm..its really not rite.wen we do even tok..
so wats the point.i stay out cz i dun wish to create any anger b/w us
but u jz simply dun undstd..i myself dun undstd wat u want frm me?
i listen to u follow wat u instruct .but still im wrg
wats the pt rite??jz gimme sumtyme to be by myself, will u dad??

oh ya ..we r merely jz frens aite..
do tink to much.it wont happen..
stop tinkin such ways..im not lyke tt.n it will not happen
aite

down wif sickness ..2 days MC.
i tink i goin werk tmr.pointless sittin at hm.
nutin to do eventually.BORING is the best werd

khai n me hav cum out wif a new pastyme
CAR/MOTOR WASH.hahah
gd ting to do wen ur bored..hahaha

im off..perhaps be bck wen i hav sumthg to blog..
meanwhile takecare ppl..
happy fasting tooo..

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Sunday, August 23, 2009
thank god.ysterdae reached hm safely.was afraid tt sumthg might happen.
jz wash bike.it strted to rain again.
met wif werkmate n head dwn to harbour frn den to holland v
chilled at coffee club..wanted to head hm early but rain non stop.
at 1am wen the rain stop den head hm.send werkmate hm 1st den im off
in the middle of riding.gosh the rain pour heavily!.
damn was damn scared...heavy till i can barely see anthg
aku gamble seh ridin smpai wdls..
nasib slmt smpai.

down wif fever seh.hate it .kpale berat gilerr nye!
woke up at 130pm do ol my stuffs.den here i am on the net
BORING SEH!!!!feel lyke goin out seh
but to bad im sick n if i go out mama will make noise..
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
hey ppl im back.yess..currently usin bro lappy.
well.been vry bz lately til i hv no tyme fer myself
routine bck as nrmal.werk hm hm werk..
tts it.hardly gt tyme to pamper myself wif leisure.
wat to do i need cash to pay fer my bike.
if i din werk i be rotting at hm fer 2mths.sape yg nk byr duit mtr?
oh ya sch wil only open on 12 oct..so long
miss sch.

wassup wif lyfe??hmm..been practically ok
sch stuff done.no worries..
wel i miss those days...yeah.
i miss him..i miss the tyme we use to sit n chat
i miss the tyme we use to msg.i miss those hugs that we xchange.
i dun blame u.im ought to b blame to...hope his doin great thr..

nw den i realise.ive open up my eyes n see fer myself
whuse reliable whuse not.i cn c it fer myself.
mayb it too late to realise..but thank god tt it yet to go far.
thx i shld sae fer makin the situation lyke tiz.mayb tts the endin
it ok i dun blame nor i sighed over it.i knw tt every lil ting tt happen in tiz wrld,
hav a blessin behind it.

to bestie be strg aite..ni smue dugaan.mcm mama ckp, ade hikmah lag2 bln ramadhan
we will olway stand behind u..u cn rely on us dear..

SELAMAT BERPUASE SMUE!

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Sunday, August 16, 2009
argh!!i feel lyke dying..
report been hunting me since attachment end.
i bet i cnt meet wif the dateline..but i hav no choice but to fucking submit it by tues if not
im dead!there goes my grade..shit!

i guess i miss werk place.dunnoe y..it jz tt sumh or rather i miss werkmates.hahah
last wed i did actual drop by to meet them. it was unplanned. was on bike wen glynis msg askin if im cumin dwn or nt.since im near e area decided to drop by. only few days left werk,oredy hv changes. n jz a few days left the place, the folder is oredy is oredy piling.since they dun let me go back tt fast,decided to help them to close the folder. afterwich head to ubi to pay bike instalment den to bibik crib to do my reprt.
for past few days been accompanying werkmate fer dinner.alot of ting we share be it personal or work related.
n yeah btw i will be werkin with MKS durin my olidae..atleast ade jgk duit msok.hahaha

maybe i finaly knw whu i actually cn depend on wen im in need of sumone to talk to..thx ppl

to my bestie..congrats on ur marriage.may u bless with happines with ur love one.gonna miss the fun.hahah.,hw tyme pass to fast.no worries rabia will always be here..rite bella??hehehe
congrats dear bestie
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
im used to wake up in the mrng jz to get ready fer werk
n tts wat i did earlier jz nw..
dgn penuh semgt nye aku bgn,skali aru igt yg attachment dabes
haiya..trs tdo alik.hehehe

seriously it feel so diff nw
usually i'l be rushing to werk but nw no more
was msn-ing wif werkmate,askin me to come bck
ya lar.wat werkmate sae its true.i oso miss ppl thr oredy
the bond is close till u cn feel diff
feel tt part of urself is missing

nw.bz wif sch stuff..
god!
Saturday, August 8, 2009
yesterdae marks the end of attachement
n tt mean im free!wooohhoo!!!
but2 reprt n presentation is hunting me out
shit!havent strt on a single ting yet.

early mrng of 2 werk quite early,bought mac fer werkmates,
da mcm rider..bgs..
do all the neccessary tings fer dem.help out as much as i cn
till din realise tt its almost 6.
wen the clock strike 6.i set dwn tinkin bck on hw it strted at 1st
as manager to sign my logbk..n print out the necessary ting..
i stood up n past ann the card n choc to her.she was so xcited tt she go ard helpin me to
distribute the chocs to the rest n informin dem its my last dae.
the sweetest ting is she put the card on her table panel so tt ppl cn see..
aww..make my heart sink.
before manager went off,he ask fer my num n ask to study hard,
den ann oso went off,she left me wif a gd piece of advise.thx ann.ur great!
n as fer jackie,since the clock strike 6 he goes"rabia,r u leavin oready"
he will kip sayin tt even wen i want to go to the loo.
den i thank him fer eveythg,xchange msn add..n he sae kip in touch
amy is on mc.but managed to tok to her ovr the fon.
she sad sory fer not bein thr n bid gdbye on my last dae.its ok.jz takecare of ur health k?
the moment i step out of the werkplace,i jz wanted it not to end tt fastt..
ppl at mks n a&t haulier n nt 4geting alpha,hav been a great ppl n been a great werkmate.
head of to great wrld wif glynis,cz she nid to get sumthg.afterwich had dinner at kenny rogers
thx fer ur treat,n the dinner tiz past wk..n thx fer the portable GPRS ya.hehehe
gonna miss goin 2 werk early mrng,the pakcik2,the mrng coffee,lunch,filing,operation tingy,despatch werk,sweets,bubble tea,n ,most importantly THE FUN N LAUGHTER WE ALL HAD.as glynis said "later on tue we call ur name ur nt there,no more hearin the laughter frm u n ann.n 2dae my last dinner wif u,later no one send me hm".sad seh upon hearin it.

TO EVERYONE IN MKS THANK YOU FER THE GUIDANCE N TEACHING U PPL POURED TO ME N SHARED WIF ME ALL ALONG.THX FER THE CONCERN N CARIN U PPL SHOWERED.N LASTLY THANK YOU FER EVRYTHG.SEE U PPL SOON!

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009
its been quite sumtymes since i update tiz blog
yeah i knw..it turn rusty n collected lots lots of dust,
but wat to..still havent get a new pc.

come to realise attachment gonna end soon.left only wif few days
b4 i call it over.wats the feelings??excited??eager?sad?all mixed into
1 bowl..kind of sad to leave the place as its been 4mths i strted havin my
attachment at the company.started off lyke a stranger whom wil approach on werk related.
bloom slowly till we cn cmmunicate..n grow to become close till we cn laugh 2gther n share tings 2gthr.company been offerin to cntinue werkin as a part tyme wif dem durin the olidae.yet to come up wif a decision.
haiya..half hearted 2 leave the company,seriously.
since i hardly get to use the come.let me share my appreciation to MKS Logistics specially to the ppl :Glynis-thx fer the guidance n knowledge u tot me since the day i step into the company.u tot me alot abt logistics.Ann-thx fer makin my dae a great day.no matter hw bz we r,u nvr fail to make me laugh n smile fer the day n thx fer the kopi early in mrng n those craps n nonsense u tot me.Jackie-yo man."u'r the best".wil surely 2 rmbr tt line.thx fer the guidance n the trust u gav to me.u'r the best master(inside story)i ever got.Amy:dun be stress ok.be strg aite..dun 4get to call ur julian.ahaa.Jerry:thx incharge,u been motivatin n teach me the true colors of werking lyfe..Overall i wanna thx u ppl fer makin my attachment a meaninful n memorable one tho at tymes tings go haywire.will nvr 4gt the gd deeds n the learning i gain frm u ppl..n to the rest of werkmates its fun knwin u ppl..

i jz dunno wat actually went wrg,i knw sumhw or rather evrythg is not wat i xpected it
to be,its jz not my tyme.haiz.tings r so awkward in any means.i dun see a nid in "F" wen simply ignore the meanin behind it.tings strted to change slowly within the parties.tho im not blamin but sumhw or rather i feel so sad.y muz tings go wif the way we dun wan it to be,y cnt tings go wif the way we want..lyfe2.so close yet so far.tts the best phrase.1 moment u knw u cn rely on a party another moment u knw tt its gone.after 1 the other we come popping.cn tiz agenda end fast.im nt tt strg to face it.seriously.

thousands apologies to whom it may concern.sumtymes tings r nt wat we wanted it to be.
humans cn only plan but god decide.im jz a normal human being whum cnt away frm reality.
i knw u nid ur tyme so do i..nevetheless i will be waitin patiently fer u to settle tings out b/w us.n i hope we cn settle it maturely.trust me i will nvr giv up till i heard the ans n solutions wif my own hear n came out frm ur mouth.again im sorry..

thx sumone.u been thr to cheer my day n to put a smile on my face,
tho im facin wif lots of unwanted outcomes,u nvr fail to make me stand back on my feet.u been the pillar.u tot me lot.thx alot..

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